HOH?? O__O... miss mazliana!!!!!!!!!! T_____T

this morning, lazily woke up, i dragged myself to school coz i have co-curriculum activities with my kids.. well...i have this saturday-is-not-a-working-day mindset.. so, going to work on saturday is definitely not my thing.. but what shall i say, being a teacher, your working time isnt gazetted.. so if someone would want to claim we teachers work from morning to 1.30, i'm gonna bitchslapped you seriously hard... like a doctor, who will always be oncall, we teachers too.. whenever we are called to serve the country, we must come at once, unless there is something really critical, as in related to death will hinder us from coming to work...

so yeaaah. i went to school... i have this weird feeling along the way.. but i let it be.. all the time i was driving, i felt so much like flying..floating...as if i was on drug...*but i didnt consume any drug or whatsoever wokay??* and i safely arrived at my beloved school, SK Ayer Manis, Kulai.. the activity supposed to start at 8.00, but as usual, Saturday activity... i entered the school gate around 8.05 like that... as i was about to enter, another car from the school approached, was about to come out. but i cant stop from entering the school gate... any car or lorry will hit me... so i continue entering, while cikgu razif, the other car reversed his car...

in order to turn left and enter the teachers' car park, i should have taken more right side... however, since cikgu razif's car was there, i was unable to do it... trying my luck.. i slowly entered the narrow path to the car park...

that was when the whole thing happened! i sensed my car touched something.. but i was not sure which part of my car... i stopped my car immediately... looked outside from my window.. still i dont dare to scroll down my window..too scared to know what had happened... I saw cikgu razif hitting his forehead... i know something bad had happened....slowly i scrolled down my window, and i heard the school kids screaming my name... "miss mazliana... miss mazliana langgar batu!!!" a few teachers who were at the assembly court immediately approached... looking at my car... i was still firmly sitting in my car, with both hand still gripping on the steering... dont dare to come out... i asked them if it was bad... they told me... *tak lekuk... tapi calar* DEMNIT!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaih.... cam tau je aku baru masuk gaji... cis cis cis....

before polished


after polished

Why I ♥ Kpop

why i love kpop.. or maybe the suitable title for this entry is actually how much kpop really affecting my emotion, feeling simultaneously my life... to many other, kpop merely just an obsession of a bunch of delusional fangirls *maybe some boys too*. an obsession that is costly, since most of us simply dont mind spending our money on buying 'ridiculous' and 'absurd' things like ORIGINAL ALBUM since in this high-tech world we can simply download it, whatmore on merchandise like fanmade tee, stickers, keychains, towels, pillow, tumbler, umbrella, notebook, mousepad, socks, bracelets, necklace.. you name it, we have it!

and when we talk about original albums, cd, dvd, photobook, storybook, magazines which will cost us definitely more than RM50.. *never happen in kpop life for an album to cost RM50, and if somehow there is, we will doubt it originality, and might refuse to buy it.. or maybe it is just me?? hahhhahahaa.. i have this weird view, if kpop thing is cheap, it gotta be fake fanmade one... even fanmade merchs are expensive! so whatmore if you are buying original direct from south korea things... A TOOTHBRUSH WOULD COST RM75!! YES!! a friggin toothbrush that even oral b or jordan would only cost RM8, but just because it is promoted, printed, decorated, and original from south korea, it will be RM75.. and believe me.. FANGIRLS BOUGHT IT! well not me.. I WANT TO! but no laaaaa... i better spend it on album... i'm not that rich.. government servant won't be rich..unless you dig it from some other pockets.. you know what i mean...

duuuuuuuuuh... this is sooooooooo me! i nag and nag and nag and get totally out of the topic.. *bitchslap myself* PANG!!!

the reason for my entry today is to actually give you a simple story.. simple yeah?? i try to...since it is already 11.36pm and i haven't ironed my baju kurung for tomorrow... where were I again?? ooowh yeaah.. there... KPOP SAVE MY ALMOST DOWN THE HILL DAY... i received a super ozem bad news yesterday that there is probability for JPN people to come for 'pemantauan' for school around Kulai district yesterday from my neighbour.. and they somewhat specifically will be observing SBOA 'school based oral assessment' files.. which for 2012, I HAVENT TOUCHED AT ALL!!! (X__X) dang!! its been 2 months since the school session begun, and it is really irresponsible of me for not working on it yet... i may create as many excuses as i can, but 2 months is too much, so i'd rather not create any excuse..you'll hate it.. i hate it too! but then around 8.40am like that.. i receive a message from her saying that the JPN people wont come today, because KPM people came down to JPN.. so they delay it... delay?? is that the word.. nooooo.. what is it for tangguh?? no.. cancel... they cancel today observation... i just hope they wont come this week.. coz even if they come tomorrow or friday.. still there is nothing in the file... i dont want to jeopardize the school name, my gb name, and definitely my name too.. i'll be the hit topic for the rest of this year.. trust me.. my gb will be talking about it.. till the end of the year.. it will be repeated in each school meeting, and being tortured by that, having other teachers to listen to it, i'll feel suicidal... how much i hate it, when because of other teachers made mistake, the rest of the school will be nagged and scolded by the gb, i believe other teachers will hate it too... so i dont want the to go through that, because of me...

so, today, after a few hours of mental emotionally strenuous meeting, i came back with a heavy heart... i so much feel like wanna sleep at the school and settle the whole 10 SBOA files... but, 'MACAM LA BERANI NAK DUDUK KAT TEMPAT JIN BERTENDANG TU KAAAAAAAAAAAN', i sat in fron of my laptop, after hanging my already done laundry, trying to see if the re is anything interesting on facebook, and yessssh! a video was posted by an online friend, Lyan, about deary darling park yoochun! that 1 minute? 2 minute video? made me smile... i got all jiggly smiley... holding hands tight to my mouth, stopping the urge to scream and sprout nonsense language because of manly charisma of park yoochun... aaaaaaaaaaaaih... you see? you see? did you see? i came back fro the meeting, feeling all tired and fatigue, but just because of that short video, it brighten my day.. although i'm back to square..because 'the tomorrow' is marching towards me.. in less than 7 minutes, it will be tomorrow... let us just hope the JPN people are busy for Thursday.. and Friday is just too short for them to travel from JB to Kulai and observe school... please just come next week... so that nobody's life will be in danger..
dearest JPN people.. have heart.. spare me!

i wanna write more.. really really.. to explain more on how kpop affected me positively.. NEGATIVELY??? media does it better... dont ask me...

the eeerrhhhh moment

today i didnt go to work because i didnt feel well at all.. woke early the morning to get ready to work as usual.. but i ended up spending more times than usual in the toilet... my stomach.. something was really wrong... it was like everything in my tummy wanna get out all at once... once it stopped and i tried to get up from the seat... a strong connection between my cute butt and the toilet bowl pulled me back... ooorrrghhh... totally tiring moment.. i just have no idea how many times i tried to stand up, but failed to do so.. after a few minutes, A FEW MINUTES?? it could actually be an hour, i finally managed to escape from the toilet... pheeeew~~~ what a battle i have in there...
TOTALLY FORGOTTEN, I HAVE TO GO TO WORK! dude~~~~ what time is it... i almost screamed out loud, but i calmed myself, took my phone slowly... but i knew it.. i'm in deep mess.. because the sun had shined brightly.... look at the time on my phone.... aaaaih... 7.10... i have exactly 10 minutes before my work time begun.. i'm doomed!
frantically i ran to my baju kurung, thats when i felt totaly imbalance and dizzy.. as if the floor was bumpy here and there... and the ceiling was moving.... whhooaaa~~~ this aint gonna work... i cant go to work like this.. driving on the road like this?? you may end up seeing me on the front page of newspaper... so yeaaaah... i slowly lay down on my bed... text another teacher at school, and asked her help to inform the admin that i cant come to school...
so i fell into deep slumber... after applying some hot oil on my stomach.. eeergghh.. there were huge pterodactyl flying in my stomach chasing for it food...
okay.. so done with that chapter.... after a few hours, i woke up.. feeling all healthy, but hungry.. but yeaah.. some tiny bits of imbalance-ness was still there, but i think i can manage to drive to clinic...

6 hours of boring session

well today... the rest of Malaysia..i guess the rest of Malaysian teachers and pupils went to school, although it is Saturday. because today was a replacement school day, for the previous Chinese New year holiday... we took extra 2 days.. so, kids..there is no such thing as free stuff in this world right? thus we have to replace the holiday that we took...
and just to make it super awesome, today, my school was totally lacked of teachers.. quite a number of them involved with the training of our school athletes for the district level at Kulai stadium, while a few more involved with some other courses here and there... thus leaving a few pitiful teachers that still need to 'face' the pupils.. i repeat 'face' the pupils for the rest of 6 hours...
we cant really teach the pupils... wonder why? because my school, unlike many other schools, even if it is saturday or sunday, replacement school day or normal school day, pupils will all excitedly come to school..so few of them ponteng... so, there is no such thing as gabung kelas, play around and do whatever-stuff-you-want that we can do... teachers need to stay in the SAME class since 7.20 till 1.10.. IMAGINE THAT!! facing the same faces from morning till evening.. i bet even the kids were bored to see our faces... HAHHAHAHAA...
well.. trying not to be irresponsible teacher, i carried out my normal fun english lesson before the recess time... but after recess?? dude... i cant take it no more.. SO WHAT WE DO?? drawing!!! ngeeeeeeeeehehhee... kids love drawing and colouring.. but i cant just let them draw whatever they want, coz they may end up drawing benten.. angry birds or even writing super corny love letters.. LOVE LETTERS?? yessssh... standard 2 kids can write love letter.. well i didnt actually scold them for doing so, not that i encourage them... but.. at that age.. just let them have fun..making friend.. for them, when you like someone from different gender...its love... i know for us it brings different matter after all... but yeaaah.. why not.. as long as they dont do immoral and sinful thing.. sharing love is a good thing...
there... finally the whole 6 hours end.. although i was just monitoring them.. but.. errrh... i choose not to do it frequently.. i can simply die due to high level of boredom! even the kids will hate me!
kekekekeeee

geeeeeeez.. i should have taken some ohsem masterpiece of the kids right?? hehe

a dream

i wanna walk on the beach... letting the gentle sea breeze touches my face and the small waves of the shore wet my feet... watching the evening sun sets on its own... and the birds flying back to their nests... as the birds fly away and further, together with the sounds, they leaved me behind with nothing, but alone at the shore.... allow me to close my eyes.. think of nothing but peace and freedom...
all i want, is just a quiet moment.....

my life

HAVE YOU WONDERED HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE A JOB THAT YOU ACTUALLY ENJOY?

yes... i shall say yes...
having such job that i actually enjoy..
despite the fact that it might requires me to stay up late for days
i might never complained or regret it...
because i just never realized how tiring it is
because i might actually didn't realize how long have i lost my beautiful night sleep
simply because i enjoy it
doing it with full spirit and motivation..
i would do anything to live that kind of life
so
what kind of job
well
i dont feel like writing it here
i am on my way trying to turn this dream of mine into reality
so to whoever read this
which could actually be no one
please...pray for me and wish me luck
and i wish you too
luck...
its not like i am being ungrateful with my current job that feed me and fullfil my obsession
but having to wake up everyday feeling unhappy with urge to take emergency leave or MC aint good at all...i dont want to live an unsincere and hypocrite life
may it comes true

[TRANS] 101006 Tohoshinki, with 5 DVDs Ranked in Top 10, Acquired the Record Created by Michael Jackson

The popular group Tohoshinki, whose activities are currently suspended, has achieved new a record for DVD ranking that the late Michael Jackson created. Their new DVDs "TOHOSHINKI History in JAPAN SPECIAL" and "Zoom In shika Shiranai Tohoshinki DVD" (both released on 9/29) sold a total of 63,000 copies and 53,000 copies respectively, ranking first & third place on the DVD chart of the week of 10/11. Besides, 3 of their old DVDs also ranked 4th-6th on the weekly chart. Not only do they have 5 items ranked on the chart, but they have also achieved the record which Michael Jackson created in the week 7/20 of 2009 of having 5 music DVDs entering the Top 10 chart at the same time.

The DVDs are their third releases after the release of "4th LIVE TOUR 2009～The Secret Code～FINAL in TOKYO DOME" on 10/12/2009 and "TOHOSHINKI VIDEO CLIP COLLECTION-THE ONE-" on 3/29/2010. Their previous work "TOHOSHINKI VIDEO CLIP～" helped them to surpass The Beatles and Led Zeppelin to acquire the record of being the foreign artist who rank first on the chart the most in history; and with the record this time, they keep updating their history of records furthermore.

-Omitted-


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