my life

HAVE YOU WONDERED HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE A JOB THAT YOU ACTUALLY ENJOY?

yes... i shall say yes...
having such job that i actually enjoy..
despite the fact that it might requires me to stay up late for days
i might never complained or regret it...
because i just never realized how tiring it is
because i might actually didn't realize how long have i lost my beautiful night sleep
simply because i enjoy it
doing it with full spirit and motivation..
i would do anything to live that kind of life
so
what kind of job
well
i dont feel like writing it here
i am on my way trying to turn this dream of mine into reality
so to whoever read this
which could actually be no one
please...pray for me and wish me luck
and i wish you too
luck...
its not like i am being ungrateful with my current job that feed me and fullfil my obsession
but having to wake up everyday feeling unhappy with urge to take emergency leave or MC aint good at all...i dont want to live an unsincere and hypocrite life
may it comes true

[TRANS] 101006 Tohoshinki, with 5 DVDs Ranked in Top 10, Acquired the Record Created by Michael Jackson

The popular group Tohoshinki, whose activities are currently suspended, has achieved new a record for DVD ranking that the late Michael Jackson created. Their new DVDs "TOHOSHINKI History in JAPAN SPECIAL" and "Zoom In shika Shiranai Tohoshinki DVD" (both released on 9/29) sold a total of 63,000 copies and 53,000 copies respectively, ranking first & third place on the DVD chart of the week of 10/11. Besides, 3 of their old DVDs also ranked 4th-6th on the weekly chart. Not only do they have 5 items ranked on the chart, but they have also achieved the record which Michael Jackson created in the week 7/20 of 2009 of having 5 music DVDs entering the Top 10 chart at the same time.

The DVDs are their third releases after the release of "4th LIVE TOUR 2009～The Secret Code～FINAL in TOKYO DOME" on 10/12/2009 and "TOHOSHINKI VIDEO CLIP COLLECTION-THE ONE-" on 3/29/2010. Their previous work "TOHOSHINKI VIDEO CLIP～" helped them to surpass The Beatles and Led Zeppelin to acquire the record of being the foreign artist who rank first on the chart the most in history; and with the record this time, they keep updating their history of records furthermore.

-Omitted-


Source: Oricon
Translation: linhkawaii @ OneTVXQ.com
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[TRANS] 100913 Why Cant We Listen To The TVXQ Trio's Songs?

Raemong Raein, the production company of KBS drama 'SungKyunKwan Scandal', has stated that it will file a report to the Fair Trade Committee stating that the drama's O.S.T, which TVXQ's Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun and YoungWoong Jaejoong participated in, is currently unable to be distributed through online music sites due to a certain company's unfair corporate practices.

A representative of Raemong Raein stated, "We contacted various companies with regards to the online distribution of the O.S.T, which the three members of TVXQ participated in, but we have hit a roadblock and are unable to progress," and "We believe this may be the work of a certain company using unfair corporate practices so we are planning to report the case to the Fair Trade Committee for further investigations."

◇Why can't we listen to the TVXQ Trio's songs online?=The three members participated in the O.S.T of SungKyunKwan Scandal, the drama which Park Yoochun (Micky Yoochun's real name) is starring in, and recorded the song 'Found You'. However, this song is not available on any of the major online music sites such as 'Melon', 'Mnet', 'Dosirak' and 'Cyworld'.There are 0 searches found for 'SungKyunKwan Scandal ost'

This is unusual as most O.S.Ts are released with much advertisement and services as soon as the drama begins airing. Even the O.S.T of 'Playful Kiss', the MBC drama which began airing at a later date than SungKyunKwan Scandal, has already been distributed.

As Raemong Raein has been unable to find a suitable domestic distribution company, it is currently reaching out to foreign label companies.


◇Did SM have a hand in this?= Raemong Raein has pointed out the possibility of SM having a hand in the current situation. The three members are currently in a lawsuit with their agency SM Entertainment regarding their unlawful contract.

There are voices being raised now that SM is stopping the songs from being distributed through KMP Holdings, which was created by and consists of Korea's top entertainment agencies such as SM, YG and JYP Entertainment.

A representative of one of the distribution companies stated, "From what I know, the music sites aren't providing services for the O.S.T because KMP Holdings contacted them and asked them not to distribute the songs. In the process, they even stated that they would stop giving such sites rights to distribute songs from KMP Holdings singers if the O.S.T songs were released."

A representative of another company stated, "There were a lot of companies interested in distributing SungKyunKwan Scandal's O.S.T before the drama was aired but they all gave up because there were fears that they may be hurt by releasing the songs."

The Fair Trade Committee has stated that it is willing to take on the case as soon as Raemong Raein files it. A top representative of the Fair Trade Committee stated, "We would have to investigate the finer details, but if a certain company is using their position in the industry to stop songs of a certain singer from being distributed, then the action will be deemed as unfair corporate practices.

On the other hand, SM is denying such speculations. A representative of SM stated, "I'm hearing all of this for the first time," and denied the accusations.


Source: [money today+DNBN]
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[TRANS] 100813 Typical Cassiopeia Traits

1. Characteristics

1. Female, usually born in the 80s (after '86), single.

2. Little to no previous dating experience prior to 'meeting' the 5 members of TVXQ. After meeting TVXQ, dates = 0.

3. You compare everyone you meet with the boys and nobody seems to meet your standards besides the 5 of them.

4. You refuse to imagine what life would be like for them after they're married and you feel an immediate dislike towards any female that appears beside them.

2. Process

Main Reasions:
1. Love at first sight: Drawn to the boys because of their appearances, bodies and voices. Reaction to seeing each of the members:

• Park Yoochun - Ah… look at his warm gaze
• Kim Junsu - Omo! Look at that adorable smile!
• Jung Yunho - Oh he's so manly!
• Shim Changmin - Look at that chiseled jaw…
• Kim Jaejoong - His eyes are huge… he's so pale and his waist is tiny! (And then you look at yourself and you're overcome with shame)

2. After getting to know them through watching variety shows in such, you fall in love with their personalities, whether it be Yoochun's kindness, Junsu's cuteness, Yunho's cool, Changmin's maturity or Jaejoong's cold appearance and warm personality

3. After learning more and more about the boys, about the stories behind each of them, you are deeply touched and moved by their talent:

• You're deeply moved by his (Junsu) beautiful voice and touched that he never gave up on his dream even whilst his voice changed
• You cry when you hear about Yoochun's family and you admire his skill in playing the piano
• You're awestruck at his (Jaejoong) ability to cook and chilled to the bone by his husky voice
• You're impressed by genius boy's (Changmin) quick wit, his ridiculously powerful voice and the way he managed to score full marks in his maths test despite having to practice for performances
• You're unable to tear your eyes off Yunho as he's dancing and rapping
• 4. You read anything and everything you see related to the boys, you completely lose control whenever you see photos of your bias and you incessantly collect them because you just can't get enough. Without realizing it, you begin to compare all creatures with XY chromosomes (males) to your bias.
  
  5. You're greatly inspired by the boys' determination and dedication and you try as hard as you can to do the same. You want to do well in school and to get one degree after another.
  
  6. When you finally reach the age to start dating, you realize that most people are too afraid to ask you out because they know that you have outrageously high standards.
  
  
  
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  Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
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it my TOTALLY FREE weekend at last

finally
the most long awaited weekends arrived
and to make t even more meaningful
no extra classes
no extra co-curricular activities
its time to stay at home, doing laundry, sweeping and mopping floor, brushing toilet and bathroom
but the suck thing is that
i aint have any transports
so
stay home for 2 days and simply relax myself at home
WHY NOT?

.:: numb ::.

my heart.... my heart...
is confused and clustered with things that i can't explain
too many worries until it becomes numb
and i turned into feelingless and emotionless person

i mean anyone ever know who i am
i might appear to be that emotionless type of person
but i aint really that type of person at the back
i pretend to be thoughtless
but what happened right now is what i pretend to be
turned real

the normal me at school
who cares about the kids
scold and nag at the kids
simply because i care
i am worried why did not do their homework, why they did not bring their book
why they did not pay attention, why they did not listen
why they did not understand
but what happened
when i am no longer nagging and scolding them
simply because i do not care
i do not even bother about them
i teach in front
they choose to listen or to ignore
they choose to do their work or not
to make noises and chat
i do not even feel irritate
i do not even feel angry
i just do not care

it is normal
when teacher turned their back to write on the blackboard
the whole class turned upside down
especially if you are teaching the last class
before this i will get angry
telling the kids to sit down
calm down, i will explain soon
but now
i do not feel angry
i do not feel annoyed
i do not feel irritated
as a matter of fact
i do not feel anything
i just do not care about them at all

now
the only thing that i feel
as if the world, everyone, everything is moving really fast
while i am moving really slow
and everything, everyone
is leaving me behind
even my soul
is leaving me...

kehilangan jiwa

Is currently lack of motivation to live.
Have any of you encountered such situation?
Each morning you wake up, hopping for it to end soon.
There seriously is nothing that could lift my spirit up.
Lost it. Left it?
Maybe I should trail back my path to find the soul that I dropped.
If not, I might forever lose it and continuously living like a walking corpse.
With no emotion, feeling, sympathy, whatmore strength.
What should I do?
What should I do?
What should I do?
Help me, before I drown, drifted, to an unknown land of grief and alienation.

kemunculan baru... APEKAH?

WELL.. WEL.. WELL...
been thinking about this for quite a long time, till just now finally i made a baby step towards it..
i tried it, with the guidance of my housemate, still i don't really think it suits me,
and it will definitely take some times for me to get use with it..
i mean, because i've been this way for the rest of my 25 years of living
and after that 25 years, i finally going to make some changes that might impact the rest of my life
especially when it comes to financial and budget
will i be able to do it?
the real question would actually be
do i really wanna do it
the answer would be yes
but i'm afraid that i would be unable to deal with the surroundings later
how i have to get use with that new change
and how would people react with that change
but i would love to try
is it ok?

ok ok... i havent mentioned at all
what is the change
allow me to tell you

i will change from wearing the normal 'tudung' to the ' lilit-lilit scarf'
bwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahhaa

DBSK T SHIRT CONTEST

Actually i (ukimi) just want to give it to the luckiest 2 person...hehe btw the t shirt is design by me (ukimi). Just a simple one ^^

all u have to do is

1. must have blogspot

2. follow me (ukimi)

3. tell me y do u like dbsk/tvxq/tohoshinki

4. publish this entries at ur own blog
5. MALAYSIAN ONLY..{SO SORRY}

6. link the picture to this entries "DBSK T SHIRT CONTEST" at my blog

7. pray that i pick u as the winner hehe
8. comment at this entries that u already follow me (ukimi) & make an entries bout DBSK T SHIRT CONTEST at ur own blog

9. the color of t shirt will be white or black that depend on the t shirt that i found..i means i look at the quality, if black good i pick black but if white good i pick white ^^


THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCE AT END OF AUGUST!
SO GANBATE!

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and for the reasons why i love TVXQ:

they are the reason why i continue living positively
despite all the hardship and issues that i encountered daily..
when i had lots of works to do,
when people said bad things to me,
when i am stressed and have less sleep and less rest,
i think about them...
TVXQ have loads more works to do,
they sleep much lesser than me,
they have lots of antis that not only said bad thing to them, but to their family too,
they lived with much2 stress than me,
so i consider myself very lucky.. i motivate myself..
telling myself, as a fan, though TVXQ doesnt even know i'm exist,
i must keep a good reputation, good name, taking care the pride of being cassiopeia,
being their fan..
so that when people ask, i can proudly say, i am their fan, a successful in life fan...
they taught me, love can go beyond boundaries,
that my heart cries and laugh together with them,
despite we didnt share the same language...
i love them, how they connect all of us..
from all over the world

After 25 years of Living, I am still Searching for the Real ME

There would be some times when i feel like is this really what i want. And as a matter of fact do i really want. Has there any way for me to figure it out. I don't wanna live my life waiting for things to come one by one and accept it without any questions. That's not the life that i want to live. yeaaah yeaaah.. i keep on saying this to myself. i keep on telling myself i wanna change the way i lead my life, yet still i didn't do anything about it. so who to blame other than me.
i want to see the world as a new place, a place to venture, a place to explore..life is too short for me to worry about things that hasn't happened yet
maybe this is just the way my life should be, the thing that i should do is, how am i going to live it.
will i live it in such a regretful way, or will be something that i can proudly talk about if i ever have my own grandchildren in the future... hahahhahaaa.. ironic ain't it? i started writing this entry as if i am sad and dissapointed with my life... and yes, there were some times that i do felt that way, i can't deny it... but ey, i think i should be grateful with my life shouldn't i?
live it to the fullest. work hard so that every penny i earned taste the sweetest taste ever...
i am going to live it
let the past left behind... look behind whenever needed... look forward all the time
whatever other people going to say about me, it's me who can determine my life. not them. not my parents. even God tell us to change our life the way we want it!

Sharing Happiness

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle,
and the life
of the candle will not be shortened.
Happiness never decreases by being shared

[project] ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH TSHIRT

The AKTF T-Shirt Project is now open for ordering!
~Send your FULL NAME, ADDRESS, SIZE & QUANTITY to:
Lea > lea_chiminimini@yahoo.com (017 2075994)
Ice > mazliana.ar@gmail.com (013 3365090)
The price is RM 30 (for Malaysian) and the payment will be by Maybank or Bank Islam ONLY.
For non-Malaysian, we only accept Western Union and the total price will be different as the postage charge depends on your country.

F.A.Q

i) Does the t-shirt have in different colors?
For this project, we are going for black, because previous MC t-shirt is white. Maybe if we have loads of support, future MC t-shirt project, we can have red, or maybe white.

ii) Does the t-shirt have in short sleeves?
No, sorry. We only offer long sleeves as we want to standardize the price.

iii) When is the ordering due date?
We are giving chance to everyone to order...the more order we have, the greater the project will be. For kiddos, and youngsters that may need to save their own money; we will be opening this maybe till mid of February.

iv) How can I pay for the t-shirt?
MALAYSIAN::As written above, you can pay through Maybank and Bank Islam.NON-MALAYSIAN::We only accept Western Union.

Sorry we can’t make PayPal account as Malaysian need to have credit card for the account and we don’t have it.The total price will be different because the postage charge depends on your country.
Postage charge:
-Indonesia: RM 26.50
Philippines: RM 22.20
Singapore: RM 15.90

v) How do I want to order the t-shirt?
Send your details FULL NAME, ADDRESS, SIZE & QUANTITY through email or sms to:
Lea > lea_chiminimini@yahoo.com (017 2075994)
Ice > mazliana.ar@gmail.com (013 3365090)

vi) What is the measurement for the t-shirt?
SIZE XS
chest 36

SIZE S
chest 38

SIZE M
chest 40
SIZE L
chest 42

SIZE XL
chest 44

SIZE XXL
chest 46

SIZE XXXL
chest 48


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