aku memangla jenis yang rasa nak lempang orang gini... stock stock yang telipon canggih len bagai...
tapi telipon canggih derang ni, tak boleh terima mesej ngan call kot... tu pasal kalau mesej, tak tau balas, call tak reti angkat...
kalau hal suka suki tu laju sangat kan... bila mende pendting boleh la seme tak dapat itu ini...
kang ade je yang aku amik telipon tu, aku letak jalan tar... aku lenyek ngan tayar kete je kang... telipon canggih ko tu, buat serf tenet ngan tangkap gambo, ngan main game... tu je kan fungsinya!
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
random rant of my worries
lets go straight to the point... i have no intention of going around the bush and talking something unrelated to this...
today was the third day of the second term of 2012 school session... and yes i am still having a hard time to gather my spirit and commitment to continue *well since when did i really have it?*
i was on my ALMOST 2 weeks holiday starting last 30th Mei till 9th June. definitely that almost 2 weeks holiday was something that all teachers been waiting for after months of working our ass of trying to make sure the kids get at least a passing gred for all subjects. YES we worked our ass to make sure they get passing gred and A.. not much of real education... because real education wont pretty much help the kids to further their study to a better high school. haunted by the upper department people, either the one in the school itself, or the district people, also the state people. each time they came, what they wanted are greds! they wont bother whether the kids really are able to apply it, use it and benefit what they learned. ITS GRED TALKING! NOTHING ELSE.
well working on gred trust me is not an easy task to do. because most of the kids know and understand what we taught them, and able to respond to our questions and solve task given, yet they found it very problematic and troublesome when they were asked to pour it out on a piece of paper.
many of teachers found it really weird why this situation happened and it often frustrate us, because we know our kids and we know they are smart, clever or maybe good enough, but their greds were showing the other way round.
thus, we hesitantly not, carried out various extra classes and workshops in order to share with the kids all available answering methods. it is free for the kids to pick which way they feel comfortable with and easy to work with. after school, night, weekend even public holidays. but the amount of effort put didnt always give the expected impact. go and ask any hospital, clinic, you may get answer from the doctors and staffs, that most high blood pressure and heart problem are teachers. well guess why? we are always worried. about our kids education, performance and future. tell me how wont us worry when they are already at the age of 12, but still having problem in writing and reading. right now i'm at the age in which i see all the kids as my brothers and sisters, because i do have brother at their age. as much as i am worried about my youngest brother performance, i am worried about my kids too. i saw how much hope my parents have on him, thus i believe those kids' parents too have a high hope on their kids. but tell me what to do. all i wanna do is making sure that the kids gt good result, as we all know, *if you are a parent* whenever your kids show you their good result, it will be one of a great moment. we want to give you that feeling, the feeling that you know your kids are doing well and you have a great son / daughter. because of that, we often frustrated with the end result.
having all these to worry and work on, my 2 weeks relaxing holiday was totally disturbed when my mother kind of pushing me to find a guy to marry with. i understand, it is not her fault entirely. i am already at the age in which i am supposed to have my own family now. and my parents are at the age when they are supposed to see some lil kids running around... *not belong to them, but mine*. my father is someone who others know, thus because of that, may people will be asking when he'll be a father in law and all... same goes to my mom... they must be stressed because of it too...
now.... how....
i am just fine now... not that i dont want someone to love... but so far i havent met one that i love
today was the third day of the second term of 2012 school session... and yes i am still having a hard time to gather my spirit and commitment to continue *well since when did i really have it?*
i was on my ALMOST 2 weeks holiday starting last 30th Mei till 9th June. definitely that almost 2 weeks holiday was something that all teachers been waiting for after months of working our ass of trying to make sure the kids get at least a passing gred for all subjects. YES we worked our ass to make sure they get passing gred and A.. not much of real education... because real education wont pretty much help the kids to further their study to a better high school. haunted by the upper department people, either the one in the school itself, or the district people, also the state people. each time they came, what they wanted are greds! they wont bother whether the kids really are able to apply it, use it and benefit what they learned. ITS GRED TALKING! NOTHING ELSE.
well working on gred trust me is not an easy task to do. because most of the kids know and understand what we taught them, and able to respond to our questions and solve task given, yet they found it very problematic and troublesome when they were asked to pour it out on a piece of paper.
many of teachers found it really weird why this situation happened and it often frustrate us, because we know our kids and we know they are smart, clever or maybe good enough, but their greds were showing the other way round.
thus, we hesitantly not, carried out various extra classes and workshops in order to share with the kids all available answering methods. it is free for the kids to pick which way they feel comfortable with and easy to work with. after school, night, weekend even public holidays. but the amount of effort put didnt always give the expected impact. go and ask any hospital, clinic, you may get answer from the doctors and staffs, that most high blood pressure and heart problem are teachers. well guess why? we are always worried. about our kids education, performance and future. tell me how wont us worry when they are already at the age of 12, but still having problem in writing and reading. right now i'm at the age in which i see all the kids as my brothers and sisters, because i do have brother at their age. as much as i am worried about my youngest brother performance, i am worried about my kids too. i saw how much hope my parents have on him, thus i believe those kids' parents too have a high hope on their kids. but tell me what to do. all i wanna do is making sure that the kids gt good result, as we all know, *if you are a parent* whenever your kids show you their good result, it will be one of a great moment. we want to give you that feeling, the feeling that you know your kids are doing well and you have a great son / daughter. because of that, we often frustrated with the end result.
having all these to worry and work on, my 2 weeks relaxing holiday was totally disturbed when my mother kind of pushing me to find a guy to marry with. i understand, it is not her fault entirely. i am already at the age in which i am supposed to have my own family now. and my parents are at the age when they are supposed to see some lil kids running around... *not belong to them, but mine*. my father is someone who others know, thus because of that, may people will be asking when he'll be a father in law and all... same goes to my mom... they must be stressed because of it too...
now.... how....
i am just fine now... not that i dont want someone to love... but so far i havent met one that i love
Sunday, June 3, 2012
kpop fans life in malaysia
everyday, the leader of my country screamed to the people how we all should get united, as unity is the main force to overcome any things ever coming towards us, and unity is the main strength that will move us forward..
just like jessie j song lyrics,
'we need to take it back in time,
when music make us all unite'
and here one thing that i saw able to unite many of teenagers and young generations is being pushed away by some possibilities of negative impact it may bring...
Malaysia is a multiracial country, with various languages, religions and ways of living.. we fought and argued with each others in order to hold up our believe, but out of all these issues, there is one thing that uniting many of us, although i wont be saying it applicable to everyone...its music.... and what i would be referring to is kpop... kpop bring malays, chinese, indians all together.. and this one thing that bring us together is now facing many objections from many..
for instance, political views and believe... we may not agree on the same thing, and by the time of the election, we would be able to see various post and cynical statuses being updated on facebook and twitter... trying to point at each others.. and yes we do respond and argued with others in silent, by posting statuses without clearly referring to the certain people... but hey.. we know each others, and obviously know, who those post meant to... but do we end up hating each other??
NO! and guess what brought us back together.. its kpop music...
try yourself, push away all your prejudice and negative view, for once, spend your time at any concert or gathering with many other kpop fandoms, and you'll see how how beautiful it is... despite the screaming and fangirling moment which you may not understand it... you'll see when we like the same thing, share the same interest... we just dont bother who they are... its just us and the music..
i will not be denying how kpop does bring negative impact towards our malaysian teenagers.. as there are negative impacts, which i dont have to list down, because i bet you all know it very well... but in everything exist in this world, it comes with two sides.. the good and the bad, let us all together count in the good thing... we are not stupid to plainly follow the negative thing...
besides, music from other countries do have negative impacts too, so why kpop is your main target now!
just like jessie j song lyrics,
'we need to take it back in time,
when music make us all unite'
and here one thing that i saw able to unite many of teenagers and young generations is being pushed away by some possibilities of negative impact it may bring...
Malaysia is a multiracial country, with various languages, religions and ways of living.. we fought and argued with each others in order to hold up our believe, but out of all these issues, there is one thing that uniting many of us, although i wont be saying it applicable to everyone...its music.... and what i would be referring to is kpop... kpop bring malays, chinese, indians all together.. and this one thing that bring us together is now facing many objections from many..
for instance, political views and believe... we may not agree on the same thing, and by the time of the election, we would be able to see various post and cynical statuses being updated on facebook and twitter... trying to point at each others.. and yes we do respond and argued with others in silent, by posting statuses without clearly referring to the certain people... but hey.. we know each others, and obviously know, who those post meant to... but do we end up hating each other??
NO! and guess what brought us back together.. its kpop music...
try yourself, push away all your prejudice and negative view, for once, spend your time at any concert or gathering with many other kpop fandoms, and you'll see how how beautiful it is... despite the screaming and fangirling moment which you may not understand it... you'll see when we like the same thing, share the same interest... we just dont bother who they are... its just us and the music..
i will not be denying how kpop does bring negative impact towards our malaysian teenagers.. as there are negative impacts, which i dont have to list down, because i bet you all know it very well... but in everything exist in this world, it comes with two sides.. the good and the bad, let us all together count in the good thing... we are not stupid to plainly follow the negative thing...
besides, music from other countries do have negative impacts too, so why kpop is your main target now!
Saturday, June 2, 2012
sometimes i wish
woke up this morning with a slight daze and confusion, i wish that i am no longer me, who is sleeping here, waking up to that, and will be going back to those thing.
i wish i am someone who works with the palace.. heheheeee... stupid wish isnt it?
i can still be me, that i am still an educator, teaching english, as english is still my passion, so why cant i teach the royal kids? the little young prince and princess.... dealing with some spoil kids.. hehehehee...
then, while working there, i'll met someone..my prince charming... may not necessarily be the royal prince himself, but the prince that i think is a prince...of my heart... as charming as eun shi kyung...
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.. thats it! my real wish is to meet someone like un shi kyung.. if you get it..
kekekkee.. this delusional me.. when will i ever grow up and live in the real world...
i wish i am someone who works with the palace.. heheheeee... stupid wish isnt it?
i can still be me, that i am still an educator, teaching english, as english is still my passion, so why cant i teach the royal kids? the little young prince and princess.... dealing with some spoil kids.. hehehehee...
then, while working there, i'll met someone..my prince charming... may not necessarily be the royal prince himself, but the prince that i think is a prince...of my heart... as charming as eun shi kyung...
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.. thats it! my real wish is to meet someone like un shi kyung.. if you get it..
kekekkee.. this delusional me.. when will i ever grow up and live in the real world...
Friday, June 1, 2012
currently obssessing over Lee Seung Gi
all thanks to King 2 Hearts that makes me fall in love with his charismatic king character.. Lee Seung Gi.. i think you should really be a king.. wang saeja... kekekek.... you have that stand... and make me your wangbi mama please............. heheheh
The King 2 Hearts drama
done watching The King 2Hearts.... i guessed its korean drama latest
trend... they wont have a 100% happy ending for the characters.... all
the same in Rooftop Prince, and Fashion King too...
watching K2H makes me wonder.... does our King face that kind of issues and problems too?? leading a nation is definitely not an easy task....
watching K2H makes me wonder.... does our King face that kind of issues and problems too?? leading a nation is definitely not an easy task....
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